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I still want to be a doctor, but the way residents work here, might not be cool for me. I want to be a doctor but the pressure as soon as I'll marry someday might be a cliche. My work or my family.. That will be the case.. So I'd prolly improve my nursing practice and will might just study as a Nurse Anesth in the future.. I dunno, I just want to be one.

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Ako ay kasalukuyang malungkot dahil mukhang kailangan ko na naman ulitin ang dapat gawin. But this time kailangan kong tanggapin na may pagkakataon ding hindi mo makukuha ang gusto mo. Depression ito ng 2 araw.. :(( At siguro'y isang buwan.. Pero kakayanin ko to.. Kaya ko to.. Marami pang next time.. Kaya ko to! Aja!

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We've been discussing about babies lately. We're both ready but the distance and time is not yet for us. He's still studying in college and I'm not yet stable with my life hear. Basically we're still on the road where we still find ourselves to become  independent and enjoying our future career. But we're really ready to have babies and we both want to have a son as our first child. So here's my letter for our future baby boy..

Dear Future Son,

Your mum and dad is excited about you and I hope you'll be happy to be with us as well. I know you're a blessing from above that we will nurture and protect. You were made out of unconditional love. So before you'll be made, I already wrote a letter for you. I'll let you read this when you grow up.

I hope you'll be as tall as your dad. teehee.. Your mum is a midget and it's somewhat inappropriate that a boy like you will get my height.. Well your dad and I are like twins so when it comes to looks? well, I must say it'll be mixed. Your intelligence will be from the two of us of course, and you'll be smarter than us since your dad loves math, while I fancy science. I hope you'll love music as well like August rush.. Pressure huh? But well, I'm still young and I know this letter is a bit immature.. Please bear with your mum baby boy..

What matters most is that we both love you unconditionally and we'll do whatever it takes to give everything you want (but don't be too materialistic baby). I can't wait to see you and hug you tight..

Love,
Your mom..

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I feel like I can make it, but there's always a part of me that thinks that I might fail. With all the plans in my head, I guess they will remain pending if ever I won't make it on the exam date. Good thing I have my parents whom I can run through with these moments that I feel down. Right now, I am so hopeless. I always have below average ratings from my practice exam. I don't recall some topics I've read, and I guess I might tremble on that day. I need strength right now. Honestly, I really want to cry right now. I always think that whenever I'll fail the exam, everyone around me will say that I'm a loser. I really am afraid from failing.

And now, I'm crying.. I need someone to talk to.. I am unsure of my future..

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I'm not talking about the HP 7.. I'm talking about the judgment day for myself being a nurse.. Or let's say soon to be nurse here in US.. I must say, this is it.. I still need to contact the Pearson VUE so I can schedule my exam.. If ever I won't pass, I'll just try it next time.. I am prepared for it.. Taking risk is the hardest thing to do because you will never know if you'll make it through or you'll end up crying under your pillow. But I guess I need positive vibes so I can go through with this.. I know it's hard, but well this is life.. I need prayers.. I have regrets of not focusing well, so now I have to do my best in focusing for the exam.. Let's get that license baby..

0 Comments |10:18 PM | back to top

So I am now really fat. Really really really super mega horrific morbidly fat.. I am really alarmed with these due to recent food trips that I had with my family. I don't burn fats which is not really cool. I'm even having palpitations at night. I'll try to go back from my routine, instead of going online.. Let's all hope I can make it.. :( DANG, I'M SO FAT.

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So it seems like my dad can see that I'm not really serious with my books. Or maybe he can finally see the pessimist side of me.. I really don't want to be on the war unprepared without any guns to hold but I guess he made me boost up this neurons again. I always daydream whenever I review. It's like I always imagine things that are so surreal that I ended up sleeping so I can feel them in my dreams. Day dream is not enough. Books are my sedatives. So dad made a promise.. That if ever I'll pass the NCLEX, we'll buy iPad 2 right away. Oh really huh? But he really made a promise.. That's why I'm excited and thrilled about it. But then the problem is, will I pass the exam? Let's just be positive then! I'll pass the exam! I'll pass the exam! That's for sure.. Deal with it.. :)

0 Comments |8:20 PM | back to top

I still want to be a doctor, but the way residents work here, might not be cool for me. I want to be a doctor but the pressure as soon as I'll marry someday might be a cliche. My work or my family.. That will be the case.. So I'd prolly improve my nursing practice and will might just study as a Nurse Anesth in the future.. I dunno, I just want to be one.

0 Comments |9:05 PM | back to top

Ako ay kasalukuyang malungkot dahil mukhang kailangan ko na naman ulitin ang dapat gawin. But this time kailangan kong tanggapin na may pagkakataon ding hindi mo makukuha ang gusto mo. Depression ito ng 2 araw.. :(( At siguro'y isang buwan.. Pero kakayanin ko to.. Kaya ko to.. Marami pang next time.. Kaya ko to! Aja!

0 Comments |4:28 PM | back to top

We've been discussing about babies lately. We're both ready but the distance and time is not yet for us. He's still studying in college and I'm not yet stable with my life hear. Basically we're still on the road where we still find ourselves to become  independent and enjoying our future career. But we're really ready to have babies and we both want to have a son as our first child. So here's my letter for our future baby boy..

Dear Future Son,

Your mum and dad is excited about you and I hope you'll be happy to be with us as well. I know you're a blessing from above that we will nurture and protect. You were made out of unconditional love. So before you'll be made, I already wrote a letter for you. I'll let you read this when you grow up.

I hope you'll be as tall as your dad. teehee.. Your mum is a midget and it's somewhat inappropriate that a boy like you will get my height.. Well your dad and I are like twins so when it comes to looks? well, I must say it'll be mixed. Your intelligence will be from the two of us of course, and you'll be smarter than us since your dad loves math, while I fancy science. I hope you'll love music as well like August rush.. Pressure huh? But well, I'm still young and I know this letter is a bit immature.. Please bear with your mum baby boy..

What matters most is that we both love you unconditionally and we'll do whatever it takes to give everything you want (but don't be too materialistic baby). I can't wait to see you and hug you tight..

Love,
Your mom..

0 Comments |11:58 PM | back to top

I feel like I can make it, but there's always a part of me that thinks that I might fail. With all the plans in my head, I guess they will remain pending if ever I won't make it on the exam date. Good thing I have my parents whom I can run through with these moments that I feel down. Right now, I am so hopeless. I always have below average ratings from my practice exam. I don't recall some topics I've read, and I guess I might tremble on that day. I need strength right now. Honestly, I really want to cry right now. I always think that whenever I'll fail the exam, everyone around me will say that I'm a loser. I really am afraid from failing.

And now, I'm crying.. I need someone to talk to.. I am unsure of my future..

0 Comments |11:03 PM | back to top

I'm not talking about the HP 7.. I'm talking about the judgment day for myself being a nurse.. Or let's say soon to be nurse here in US.. I must say, this is it.. I still need to contact the Pearson VUE so I can schedule my exam.. If ever I won't pass, I'll just try it next time.. I am prepared for it.. Taking risk is the hardest thing to do because you will never know if you'll make it through or you'll end up crying under your pillow. But I guess I need positive vibes so I can go through with this.. I know it's hard, but well this is life.. I need prayers.. I have regrets of not focusing well, so now I have to do my best in focusing for the exam.. Let's get that license baby..

0 Comments |10:18 PM | back to top

So I am now really fat. Really really really super mega horrific morbidly fat.. I am really alarmed with these due to recent food trips that I had with my family. I don't burn fats which is not really cool. I'm even having palpitations at night. I'll try to go back from my routine, instead of going online.. Let's all hope I can make it.. :( DANG, I'M SO FAT.

0 Comments |6:56 AM | back to top

So it seems like my dad can see that I'm not really serious with my books. Or maybe he can finally see the pessimist side of me.. I really don't want to be on the war unprepared without any guns to hold but I guess he made me boost up this neurons again. I always daydream whenever I review. It's like I always imagine things that are so surreal that I ended up sleeping so I can feel them in my dreams. Day dream is not enough. Books are my sedatives. So dad made a promise.. That if ever I'll pass the NCLEX, we'll buy iPad 2 right away. Oh really huh? But he really made a promise.. That's why I'm excited and thrilled about it. But then the problem is, will I pass the exam? Let's just be positive then! I'll pass the exam! I'll pass the exam! That's for sure.. Deal with it.. :)

0 Comments |8:20 PM | back to top

21 y/o young lady who still thinks like a child. An amateur freak on photography and a pianist at heart. She is a self proclaimed Harry Potter's first love and a potato couch most of the time. I post random stuff and most of them are my dose of reality. Classical songs, Switchfoot, Regina Spektor, etc. are my musical choices.

I love Vicodin. I am a Registered Nurse.