I feel like I can make it, but there's always a part of me that thinks that I might fail. With all the plans in my head, I guess they will remain pending if ever I won't make it on the exam date. Good thing I have my parents whom I can run through with these moments that I feel down. Right now, I am so hopeless. I always have below average ratings from my practice exam. I don't recall some topics I've read, and I guess I might tremble on that day. I need strength right now. Honestly, I really want to cry right now. I always think that whenever I'll fail the exam, everyone around me will say that I'm a loser. I really am afraid from failing.
And now, I'm crying.. I need someone to talk to.. I am unsure of my future..
Unsure of Everything
Sunday, July 3, 2011 | posted by TheRandomPianist
I feel like I can make it, but there's always a part of me that thinks that I might fail. With all the plans in my head, I guess they will remain pending if ever I won't make it on the exam date. Good thing I have my parents whom I can run through with these moments that I feel down. Right now, I am so hopeless. I always have below average ratings from my practice exam. I don't recall some topics I've read, and I guess I might tremble on that day. I need strength right now. Honestly, I really want to cry right now. I always think that whenever I'll fail the exam, everyone around me will say that I'm a loser. I really am afraid from failing.
And now, I'm crying.. I need someone to talk to.. I am unsure of my future..
21 y/o young lady who still thinks like a child. An amateur freak on photography and a pianist at heart. She is a self proclaimed Harry Potter's first love and a potato couch most of the time. I post random stuff and most of them are my dose of reality. Classical songs, Switchfoot, Regina Spektor, etc. are my musical choices.
